jeng jeng jeng!!! nothing much to say..penat la now..n ntah npe arini aku rse rindu umah sgt2! uhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuu..nk balik la...lmbat lg nk balik???? sebelum balik kne face UPS dlu..tu yg xmau...

lg next two weeks,UPS...can i do it?? ALLAH,i need to prove this to ma n ba...they must be proud of me..n i need to show this to aunty too! she's been helping so much i cant even count it.....n also to my inche papabear terchenta..huhuhu...anyway...gudluck in everything u do dear...u always have me by ur side...thats for sure!

ari ni aku bangun ngn nota terletak kt pintu "Hanis,kami p poco2...take care..." so sweet..it was yana..she left me note as they went out for poco2...iyela iyelahh..memang aku malas nk join benda tu...ngaku ngaku...then ble dh xde org dlm bilik,aku pn ape lg..sambung tidolar....hahaha..papabear x jadi alarm aku arini..maybe dia penat or maybe dia bz...

today..aku amat rajin utk explore kolej..alahai...apa nk jadi ni nur hanis hanini???? cop cop! aku explore lpas abis smua assgmnt lor....lenguh tangan ni ciapkan tutor chem n math...tepu otakku dbuatnya...then kak nadia bg cadangan jungle tracking...x tau plak kt cni ada jungle...tu la hanis..yang ko tau koperasi n cafe aje kn??? ahahahhaha...so petang tu kami pergila...syok!!! ma dh berdecit membebel x kasi p tp aku pn 'sweet talk' ngn ma n at last n as usuall,dia bg..ohoooooooo...sayang ma!!!!!!!!!!!


n now..aku kt osc ni..huhuhuhuhuhu..on9 secara bdiri...i should have tell papabear when i online tp aku rasa mcm dia bz ckit ari ni so aku takut nk kaco dia..mesej aku pn x sempat nk reply it means dia bz la tu...xpela..so now aku tgh on9 kt cni..i should have been doing some discussion but seems like its a great chance for me so i better take it kan????


n today aku x kol ba pn lg...uh! rasa truk...nk kol ba jap....uhuhuhuuhuhu..see u!

lets talk about mlm latihan kebakaran...hahaha..gler nk marah...tgh syok buat report kimi skali dengar KRIIIIIINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! yana yg tgh syok gayut fon dgn kwn dia trus off..ahahahaha..tp ingatkn nk panik..skali bleh plak dia tukar sluar,amik purse..gelak2..siap tanya "eh,kte pnye bilik sbelah pn dh kluar la.." see??? lansung x serius..mmg dh lama tbakar agknya klu tu situation sbenar..hahahahahahaha...aku plak ciap bleh amek biskut as bekalan kt dataran...hahaha...hanis,bila nk kurangkan makan ni??? hahahahahaha....

around kul 12 baru kami bleh balik bilik...maha penat..pagi tu ada latiahn larian,kuliah smua abis kul 5 mlm plak ada latihan macam tu...kne plak ciap kan report kimia tu..n guess what papabear tukang temankan aku stay up mlm tu..cian..tp dia pn wt kerja dia jugakla..aku buat kerja aku..so xpela..thanks again ya b??? luv u!!!!

ari ni kolej ade larian KAKOM..ohoooo! syok...bgun di pagi hari n senamrobik which makes me feel so happy..hahahaha..enjoy time ngn geng2 niy...alahai,buat sejam yg pertama aku lupa segala jenis assignment yg setia menanti dlm bilik....hahaha..hanis,bila nk rajin ni??? lallalalalalal...nanti aku rajin la...ok???

papabear..haaa..ada something menarik..dh dua hari  bturut-turut dia jd peneman aku stay up..n dh dua hari jugaklah dia jd aku pnya alarm..cian dia kena temankan aku yg ngokngek ni..pg2 lg dia dh alarm kan aku..erk!!!!!!!!!! hahaha..thnks b...luv n luv YOU! hehehehe..

next week aku ingt nk kluar p urus hal tiket nk balik cuti mid sem ni...jeng jeng jeng! aku nk balik ngn train kali ni...toink toink!!! excited gler...hahaha..cian ma dpt ank cmni kn??? hahaha....

btw..minggu ni something sad did happen in my life..hmm..aku pnye klasmate JASON..dia nk out from here...dia dpt biasiswa HONDA...saaanggaaat sdeyh sbb dia saanggaaaat baik orgnya dn bila dia kluar it means aku pnya bio group x ckup..only tinggal aku ngan cik mun...diba pun dh klau sbb dpt IPG....lg la sdeyh...chem group pn tinggal aku ngn mia aje..klas pn dh x rmai org now...kcian eish yg rindu gler kt jason...dorang bestfren..eish kata dia dh xde kwn yg nk lawak dah..xpe eish...sabar sabar...

arini sunyi gler lor...rmai yg balik...aku pn mjalankan sgl xtvt yg perlu..cuci baju la..ni kre ok la..bayangkan last week kami xde air..huh....seksa!!! nasib baik la aku ngn geng2 ken bleh mandi..klu x ada yg ala2 bau kambing je...alhamdulillah..things r gettin a lot more better here...the miss is there but i can control it nowdays...tp smalam agk emo coz aku get jeles with my other frens yg balik...hahaha...childish again hanis??? hahahaha...cian ko...

ikut plan,aku nk outing ngn nurin mggu ni...tp kn...dsebabkan rasa malas yg teramat,aku cancel...malas plus aku ada byk assgmnt yg maha byk n susah tu....xpela..smalam chat ngn ayh su..told him about nk laptop tp dia said "kakak,dats d fact..kakak bdk mtrik n bdk matrik x perlukan laptop." hhhhmmmmm....!!! juz like ma...pe niy?? xpe..ba kc aku bwk..ma nnti aku pjuk la....hahhahaha..hanis,being childish again?? stop it dude~!!!! ok x..................................

papabear...urggh!!! miss him!!!!!!!!! how can i put it into words??? ingt x dia kt aku tu?? :(

n dis is for my beloved inche papabear!!!!!!!!!!

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

actually...aku xtau pn cmne aku bleh stay kt cni woithout nangis every nite..kre its smthing very remarkable la kn??? hahaha..msti papabear caye perkembangan tbaru aku ni...aku dh dpt adapt ckit2 ngn situation kt cni..thanks to everyone yg dh support aku..ma pn ckp aku dh ok dh skrg...dh kurang homesick tu klu nk compare ngan dlu..cewwaaahhh!!! i am a big girl already lor..hahhaha..

study kt cni agk maeletuhkn...especially aku yg tkemut2 nk kejar smua chapter tu..alhamdulillah lecturers ada wt extra classes whisch mean i can cover all the chpaters dat i've been ketinggalan...

hipokrit la klu aku ckp aku x rindu lansung...tiap2 pagi each time aku wake up ade ckit rase lost....kol ma n ba dua kali sehari..kre ok la tu kan?? at least aku x lupa dorang..n yesterday was brthday adik...sedeyh gler..aku kol dia tp dia xnk cakpa ngn aku..lawak la adik aku yg sorang tu..nk jiwang2 plak skunk ni...

papabear plak duk jaoh skunk..huhu..rindu papabear..miss u lor b..miss me x?? lme x ckp ngn dia..alahai hanis hanini,ni yg susah klu ko dh di spoilt dgn cara yg mcm ni...tgk tu...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! ble awk nk balik ni?? rindu awk lor...................................

at last aku duk somewhere yg jaoh dri home n sure,jaoh dri family..uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh...susah?? jgn ckp...

well,aku dh slamat daftar kt KMNS..spt biasa,ada sdikit drama air mata..aku sdeyh nk tggal adik2 aku tu..ma n ba pe lg..x kuat aku nk face smua ni...1st day klas,aku dh sesat x jmpe cri mne klas tutor n tertukar dewan kuliah..x ke haru tu??? memalukan sunggoh! then ari kdua aku da dpt adapt la ckit ngn situation tu..penat x usah nk ckp la,dpt bilik floor yg paling atas...kurus aku kt cniy...roomate pn ok jer..nurin (bdak trengganu)..yana (org melaka)...kak nadia(org klate)..dorang mmg ok je..at least aku x rse lest out la..then geng praktikum aku pn best gak..dorang smua cool je..tp still aku rindu umah...rindu nk dengar ma bebel,nk dengar ba ckp,nk tgk adik2 aku wt hal...

papabear...rindu gler kt dier..eit org kt sne?? x rindu kt org cni ka?? rindu gler kt awk...asal kne p joah sgt??? x yah p la..xde kwn kt cni..sy nk kwn ngan awk...xleh nk report kt awk tiap2 mlm dh lps niy....lme tu tau...jgn sangkut ngn org len eh?? risau niy..n rindu kt besfren aku tu gak..alahai...