tree of life.

it's February. and i'm still breathing. living. Alhamdulillah. life is not getting easier. that's the fact. challenging, that's the reality. no matter how we try, we will never be up to anyone's expectation. no matter how we respect them. but today i learn that to make it through a hard journey, sometimes, you have to fake the smile. fake it till you make it. well, what else left?

"Most of the time, we may get what we want but not what we need and maybe what may get what 

we need but not what we want."

-Miss Aishah-

it's the process of learning. we should be thankful with what we have for maybe others are having harder things than us. Alhamdulillah. well, life is not about having fun all along, it's about how we deal with all the troubles that come to our way and with whom we share it. 

p/s : i'm glad to have you. it's a bless.

There's one thing that permanent. It's ALLAH SWT.

These past few days, I've encountered a lot of thing. A LOT. And somehow it made me realise that I am a lot more luckier than others. If I think I'm having it hard here, there are out there somewhere who has less than me. 

on your mark, get set, GO!

assalamualaikum wbt.

So, I've already started with the classes of 2 PPISMP TESL. Wahaha. I'm in my second semester now. It's still the same I think. Alhamdulillah. Nothing changed much. Except for maybe the new KO and PKO for our class. It's now Saifullah Hamzah as the KO and Hanani Najmi Johan as the PKO. Wish them the best.

social studies. oh my oh my. i'm falling for this. it's awesome.

these are some of the pictures. it's them. fatin took this i think. love them.

 sedikit lari topik di sini but I can't stop myself from publishing this picture :

my most little angel. Wan Muhammad Hail Wan Azizul. This is the excited face each time ma sang him ' Tepuk amai-amai.' 

My old handsome King Lear. Oh yes, we are going to dramatize this somewhere around June I think. He looks handsome didn't he? Well, it costs RM38 okay??

And last but not least :

After well, soon-to-be- 20 years of living in this planet, I'm having a pink sock. June, my buddy from Vietnam gave it to me. A farewell gift I think. 

For the GERKO, guess what? I'm in the Bola Baling thingy. Ah sudah! I haven't play that before. So yesterday was the first meeting. And I'm in that along with Hidayah and Fika and also Nasyitah. Wish me luck and pray me the best.

p/s : how can i put it into words? i'm missing you.

refresh

it's 2012. a whole new time for me. again. and maybe this time, it's for real. and you're right. this year, i'm 20 and as this wonderful lady said, it means adult. i'm an adult. hard to believe. so there are some improvements i need to do in my life.

2011 had taught me a lot. broaden my view. toughen up my courage. gave me lots of new friends. taught me how to appreciate friends. taught me that sometimes, when you lose something, you are not literally lose it. maybe you need to put some effort to make it work better. and in order to make it better, you have to sacrifice. it might hurts you a lot but if it's for the sake of the one that you love, you can do it. insyaALLAH, i'll  try my best to treasure the hero in me. that's what intan told me. there's a hero in me. i just have to treasure her. and i'll do that. insyaALLAH.

so for this hope-to-be a wonderful 2012, i need to do something. i need to save up more. i wanna buy a polaroid. always to be my wish, a good Muslimah. insyaALLAH, and improve on my English more. as i'm a teacher to be. ya ALLAH, ease my journey for this time. amin.

p/s :  i miss you already. may ALLAH bless you. always.

a wish upon a star.

it's 30th December. not yet the day. but still, i'll be wishing you. 

i really hope you  like the present. i'm no good in choosing present. i'll improve. i wish you all the best papabear. may ALLAH always bless you. may ALLAH granted all your wish. may all of your dreams come true. may you will always be happy. good luck in every little thing you do. i'll pray you the best. you always have me. thanks for all the time you've spent with me. listening to those chitty chat, tears, gossips, everything sweetheart. everything. thanks. i may be not the best for you but i'll try y best to be the one for you. have faith in us. in me. as i always do in you. 

p/s : and if you're reading this, i'm singing incy wincy spider now.