i've been home. :) mse nk balik tu muke jgn ckp la kn. senyum rse mcm nk koyak je bibir tu. srunuk seyh nk balik.
bukanlah x best duk kt kolej tu. tapi biasala kan. hidup. ade ups n downs nye.
aku ni bkn la kuat sgt.
what would you feel when u woke up one morning n u found u r alone in your room?
utk kali pertama,tertidur. yes boleh diterima.
kali kedua,online smpai lewat mlm,masih lg bleh trima.
kali ketiga? biar je la hanis. ko tu sape sgt je kn?
that's what i told myself.
they have their own specific reason..
but me,im a human being. cant help from terasa.
bak kata kak nad ( senior kt kolej)
" xpela. hanis kena jadi matang. pkir positif. "
tu yang aku wt. cuba jadi matang,jadi a new hanis hanini yg bleh bertolak ansur.
yang tak mudah nk melatah when it comes to this kind of thing.
but sori.
im a human being. a normal one. cant help,cant resist. i do hurt. so much.
tp ingat balik cakap ma n ba.
"kakak kt situ bukannya lama lg. ignore je yg mana patut. "
sbb aku xnak hilang kawan aku still lg tahan ngan muka kayu. cuba deny segala apa yg aku feel.
ya ALLAH,need help! need my strength.
im sori. kalau aku ade salah. tau aku byk prangai gak. sori.
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