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assalamualaikum wbt.

saya harap awak baca ni. malam ni bukan end of everything. malam ni  let just say penentu future kita. call me jiwang karat all those thing. saya tak kisah. saya buat semua ni sebab saya sayang awak. sangat. saya tak nak bila nanti semua jadi makin teruk baru saya nak rasa ni. saya sayang awak. sungguh. sumpah tak tipu. saya tak boleh buat semua ni. saya tahu tu. tapi i have to sound strong depan awak. i have to. saya tak boleh buat ni. awak cakap awak tak percaya bila saya cakap i will keep holding on to you. trust me sayang, u r my weakness. kalau awak risau saya might go to someone else, i do feel the same thing to. dont fall for others. please. i beg u. jagan benci saya sebab buat keputusan ni. this is for both of us. i will keep u with me. sampai bila bila. saya, awak punya sampai d day u said that u dont want me anymore. and awak, saya punya sampai bila bila. saya mintak maaf. saya tahu saya childish. benda ni tak  mudah untuk saya. 4 tahun saya dgn awak. 4 tahun tu bukan masa yang short. it's a long time. banyak saya dah share dgn awak. awak kenal sy in every way. jangan benci saya sbb ni. saya tak pernah boleh benci awak. tu saya pasti. jangan benci saya. i'm begging u for that. pray for me a lot sbb u are my strength. jaga diri awak sayang. study smart. build that dream house of yours. insyaALLAH bila kita jumpa nanti, there'll be no tears anymore. insyaALLAH bila kita jumpa nanti saya is a mrs. architect's lecturer and u'll be my mr. architect. jangan work too hard. good luck in every little thing that u do. remember, i'm here, always thinking of u. jangan lupa saya. jangan benci saya. saya sayang awak. i love u. and that's d only reason why i did all this thing. saya cinta awak.

i wont say goodbye. i hate goodbyes. goodbyes are the end. this is not the end. this is the start of a new chapter of our journey together. we may not be beside each other to go through this journey, but i will have u here in my heart to keep me strong to face everything that will come in my way. i wish the same for u. i hope u will keep me in ur heart to keep u company anywhere u go. saya doakan yang terbaik untuk awak. get prepare to see me encik architect saya punya. may ALLAH bless.

p/s : this is not the end u know. this is the beginning.