untuk awak.

ya. entry kali ni untuk awak. awak baca ya? 

hey awak! ya. awak yang tengah baca ni la. saya suka awak. tau tak? u look super cute when u're smiling like that. and when u say " ape chubby? " . saya suka dengar tu. keep on okay? dah lama kan kita kenal? berapa tahun ek? cukup lama untuk saya banyak kali buat awak sakit kan?

maaf.

sebab buat perangai budak budak tak cukup umur.

sebab selalu tak dengar cakap awak.

sebab selalu marah marah awak.

sebab selalu kasar kasar dengan awak.

sebab selalu kacau awak buat design.

sebab selalu buat awak tak puas hati.

sebab selalu cakap awak busy.

sebab selalu nak awak layan saya 24/7.

sebab..errr..banyak lagi kan? 

saya tau tu. tapi awak tau something tak? saya sayang awak. ha. awak tau tu tak? sangat sayang awak. awak buat saya rasa safe. awak sangat special for me. se special nasi ayam special yang jadi fevret saya. * compare awak dengan nasi ayam lagi. *

tak lama lagi saya dah nak kena gi johor dah. jauh tu. saya happy sangat dapat gi sana. itu dream saya. at last saya dapat apa yang saya dreamed all this time. awak pun tahu tu kan? tapi gi johor means jauh from family and you. awak tau saya macam mana kan? dah tak lama dah pun. pernah jugak sesekali tu terlintas tak nak pergi la. tak nak jauh from family and you. tapi bukan tu yang ma and ba harapkan dari saya. and saya tahu awak pun tak harap tu dari saya kan? 

awak, kalau la awak baca ni. saya hope awak tahu. selain ma and ba, awak one of the reason i keep fighting for my dream.

awak jugak reason saya boleh go on dengan paper chemistry masa kat matrik dulu.

" bukan kita kan buat kerja separuh jalan? " 

insyaALLAH sampai bila bila saya akan ingat ayat sebaris tu.

awak jugak reason saya try my best to be a better me. for the sake of my future.

awak jugak reason i started to fall for love songs! 

awak reason why saya start usya apa itu green architecture.

 awak reason saya tau perkataan living capsule.

awak reason saya dream for having a great own house.

awak reason saya tengok MERONG MAHAWANGSA.

awak jadi banyak reason for what i'm doing now. saya sayang awak. despite all the heartaches i've given to you. one thing you should know that i love you. despite all my negative side,there's a part of me u're worth falling into. despite all the kasar kasar thing i've said to you, there's always that 3 words i'm willing to tell you. despite all the anger i've caused, there's always me beside you.
and guess what, i've learnt something from you. if there'll be anyone asking me:
" who's your bestfriend? "
i'll smile and say " papabear. "

got the picture baby?

saya sayang awak and insyaALLAH,i will always will. maafkan saya kalau saya ada terlebih dan cukupkan saya kalau saya ada terkurang. guide me to guide you to guide our life together. may ALLAH bless you my mr. architect! enjoy your life. and be happy with it.

may ALLAH bless you.

may ALLAH bless your life.

may ALLAH bless us.

may ALLAH bless our life.

p/s : saya CINTA awak.