r0oft0p rant..a n0vel..hl0vate pnye karya..i l0ve it lah..! best st0ry 2..hmm..then tdy spent s0me time ngn aku pnye adik kcik a.k.a cik dza syafiqah..lme x jmpe..rndu die..kami p mkn..nasi ayam 4 lunch arini..tp n0 xtra nasi..sy ulang..n0 xtra nasi..nmpaknye kami dlm misi yg sme..haha..n tdy when papabear tau aku kt tesc0 dgn suara selamba bgaya die tanye "eh,x msk big apple ka?" waduh waduh..trasa hingga ke tulang itam..tau je die 2..td mmg kmi msk thru big apple..4 a m0ment,aku tpksa tahan kaki fr0m mlangkah ke 'heaven' d0nut 2..cian tgk sgla jnis anika d0nut sdg hi hi bye bye kt aku..aduh..maaf d0nut..bkn ku x sudi d0nut..!! ececece..cik chubby dh msk m0de bunga dh..haha.. alhamdulillah..aku dpt kwl prasaan dri msk ke 'heaven d0nut' 2..msti awk x pcaya kn b?? haha..

r0oft0p rant..a n0vel..hl0vate pnye karya..i l0ve it lah..! best st0ry 2..hmm..then tdy spent s0me time ngn aku pnye adik kcik a.k.a cik dza syafiqah..lme x jmpe..rndu die..kami p mkn..nasi ayam 4 lunch arini..tp n0 xtra nasi..sy ulang..n0 xtra nasi..nmpaknye kami dlm misi yg sme..haha..n tdy when papabear tau aku kt tesc0 dgn suara selamba bgaya die tanye "eh,x msk big apple ka?" waduh waduh..trasa hingga ke tulang itam..tau je die 2..td mmg kmi msk thru big apple..4 a m0ment,aku tpksa tahan kaki fr0m mlangkah ke 'heaven' d0nut 2..cian tgk sgla jnis anika d0nut sdg hi hi bye bye kt aku..aduh..maaf d0nut..bkn ku x sudi d0nut..!! ececece..cik chubby dh msk m0de bunga dh..haha.. alhamdulillah..aku dpt kwl prasaan dri msk ke 'heaven d0nut' 2..msti awk x pcaya kn b?? haha..

im h0me!! h0w epy..dlm train 2 rse mcm train 2 mrangkak je..lmbat nk smpai..arini smpat breakfast dgn ma n ba..n smthing remarkable happen tdy..papabear..u kn0w l0ve,i am pr0ud 0f u..!!

singular or plural..???? ahaaa..d answer must be PLURAL for sure..okeh??? ooooooooooookk...UPS dah done means aku akn balik malam ni...haaaaa...imagine dat??? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..rse mcm nk melompat je now...tp kne control ayu ckit sbb now kt cc..kang nti ade yg ckp aku gler plak kan?? jap g nk kuar outing ngn kak nadia,nurin n sya..nk p pilah..ala ala nk mlawat kawasan jajahan gitu...nk beli smthing before balik..

arini aku nk kne buat smthing yg agak aku xleh wat...but my strength ask me to do it...how can i do this??? ya ALLAH..aku x kuat tp dia btol..smpai bila aku nk bia aje org pijak kepala aku?? papabear btol when he said aku byk brubah...nk compare dlu ngn now..thnnks dear coz remind me of dat..luv u!

yesterday ada pre UPS math....uhuhuhuhuhu..as usuall,cik chubby mula resah gelisah mcm summer nk branak when it comes tu exam..(weh,ble summer branak???) hahahahaha....n biasa gak papabear jd aku pnyer kaunter meluahkan perasaan...cian dia..hahaha....kne je dengar aku mbebel mcm mak nenenk..syg awk la b...tp kn...........aku rse mcm nk slalu je exam....mcm best je...heheheheh...ko ni hanis...x maturela...hahahahha...

tp kn..lps tu stori lain plak happen...aku XLEH JAWAB paper tu..uhhhhh..haru btol...n skali lg..papabear yg jd mngsa dengar aku HUJAN rintik2..sori sori...

nyway,aku ada stori nk gtau...its about my fren..she's from klantan too...a nice young girl..lean body,cantik...tp bukan tu yg buat aku look up at her..tp smangat dia..she's an orphanage....no mom n dad...sangat sedeyh...her life sangat hard tp still dia bleh smile n face dis life..kadang2 terpikir jgak aku..kalaula aku kne face benda yg sama mcm dia,kuat mcm tu ke aku??? bleh ke aku face smua tu?? hmmm..i dun thnk so...byk benda dlm hidup aku ni bgantung ngn org lain....aku saaaanga mudah hujan...xtau npe..sometimes aku benci ngn prangai aku yg satu ni...mcm saaangaat silly when tlalu mudah nangis mcm bdak kcik...mali la ngn org skeliling....

aku respect gler kt kwn aku..aku KAGUM ngan dia...dia saaangat tabah...wish i can b dat strong..wish i can b dat mature...tp ble la kn??? ckit2 hujan..ngade btol ko ni hanis..ingt ada org nk layan ko ke??????

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with YOU....!!!

p/s: juz 4 inche papabear terchenta....

mggu ni aku rasa aku byk hujan dari biasa...hahaha..reminds me of my inche papabear terchenta how he doesnt like to use the word cry in his life..hujan will always be his word...HUJAN...huhuhu...nk tau,mlm smalam or is it mlm before tu?? ntah..x ingat..he was telling me how to dress up n i cried!!! how can i dat kind of girl??? gosh hanis....grow up la wey!!!! actually,dia bkn marah aku pn..nasihat....tp ntah y aku jd minah ala-ala jiwan to cry like dia marah aku plak..aduuuuhhh..pertukaran hormon ka????? aku pn x faham..sori dear..when dia tanya aku hujan ke x aku jawab x...haaaaaa..tipu lg la hanis..mcm la dia xleh nk cam suara ko yg dh mcm toni braxton tu..ngada btol ko ni eh..ckit ckit nk nangis...nk kena ke???

today ada photoshoot utk kolej...kinda fun...geng H6P5 rock!!! cian kt abg photographer tu...sampai senget2 nk amek gmbar ktorng...huhuhu..nti la aku uploadkn pic tu kt cni ok?? now xde mse lor...

actually cik chubby not in a writing mode...so ade something yg aku nk mark kt cni..my days arent as good as before anymore...how can i describe dis into words???? pliss..understand my situation..cbe imagine u r in my shoes..sy dh xde pluang lain slain dri ni..sy masih lg kejar dream sy yg dulu cuma dlm track yg lain...i thought u'd understand me but all the things u asked me made me feel so sakit....how can dat happen?? i dun have any chance yg awk ada...yes,sy pernah putus asa..sy pernah nangis tp now sy sedar..sy bangun utk kejar balik dream sy tu...sy ingt awk fhm...awk my strength n what would i feel when my strength ckp cmtu kt sy??? u shud have know me better than anyone..tp.......its ok..sy x salahkan awk...awk x suka sy kt cni..awk x yakin ngn sy..sy xleh nk salahkan awk..tp tolong..tolong faham situasi sy...forgive me for all my wrong deeds..i never meant to hurt u...i am chasing my dream...i hope u understand it....