ending of october.

sekali sekala aku pun nak masuk blog jugak.

assalamualaikum wbt.

its the end of october now. tragedi octobeeerrr~~~ eh maaf, ternyanyi pulak. so today is cik kak ni punya birthday, ha, cik kak yang pakai tudung biru tu. happy birthday my dear friend. may ALLAH bless u always and give u lots of happiness in this world and there to come. aku doakan yang terbaik utk kau. u are a good friend. one of a kind yang aku jumpa kat bumi IPTI ni. maaf la tak boleh bagi kau hadiah besar besar mahal mahal. tapi aku janji first gaji kita p seoul garden. tempat kau kan? so along the way nak dapat first gaji tu, i promise i'll be a good friend to u. we only known each other for these last 6 months but i have the sense that i've known u forever. thanks for always be there fatin. thanks for always give me the courage to do all i cant. thanks for the good advises. and for u yourself, there are times when life can be hard on u. there are times when u are wondering what life is. and as always, ALLAH is the only answer. and yes, there are times when we went astray. take a break and look back how far u've gone through. insyaALLAH, u can do it. i love you. yes, i do. semoga kau sentiasa bahagia dengan orang yang kau sayang. may this friendship lasts through the test of time. its a bless to know you.

p/s : its great to have your birthday at the end of the month. ngahahaha.

it's what we call life.

its hard when u love someone and u have to let him go. its hard when kau tahu dia ada orang lain selain dari kau. its hard to stand tall and smile to the world trying your hard to tell everyone that u are okay when actually u are tearing apart inside. susah. bukan senang nak get rid of all the memories.

and u perempuan, or shall i call u bitch? its not going to last long. what u give, u'll get it back. life is about up and down. maybe hari ni u're smiling on other's tears. but who knows, somewhere somehow, u'll be the one who's crying your eyes out. ALLAH tu maha adil. jangan bahagia sgt dengan benda yg tak pasti.

and kau lelaki *senyum sinis. jangan alasan too lame. just admit it. its not easy for her. u made her suffer. but i know, someday, u'll regret all the tears u gave her. u are going to look at the past and bang your head kat dinding menyesal let her go. trust me.

i pray u all the best. nikmati bahagia selagi ada. semoga apa yang kau ada sekarang kekal sampai bila bila.

and for u sahabat, i know its hard. but you're gonna make it. you're an extraordinary person. and extraordinary person will have extraordinary experience. :) go go dear. i'll be with you.

u still got a long journey to go kawan. :)

[sumber sini]

season of heartbreaks.

assalamualaikum wbt.

season of heartbreaks. well, i shall say that. some of my friends told me about what are they feeling these past few days. it is a heartache to listen to all those stories but i cant do much about it other then some advices. having friends with me whenever i'm down is a soothing feeling. it is good to have someone with you when the world is crashing down on you. listening to their stories made me realised that i'm not the only one with problems to solve. it makes me be thankful with what i have and how i am right now.

homey home.

assalamualaikum wbt.

i'm home. home is where you hang your hat. so betooooool. it feels good to be home. it feels good to wake up hearing my adik adik gaduh kat luar bilik berebut remote controller. it feels good to hear my mum babbling about bilik amir yang bersepah. it feels good to have breakfast with ba and ma and me. just three of us. it feels good when i can fetch my little angels from school. it feels good when i know i'm near you. :')

source - sini

p/s : if ai ken ten bek de taim.

changes.

assalamualaikum wbt.

time changes, so does people. so why do we need changes in our life? okay. dah kenapa intro aku mcm nak buat essay hantar untuk LDV ni? kenapa aku bercakap pasal perubahan? maybe eh bukan maybe tapi sebab aku rasa aku perlu berubah. in what sense? well, to make it simple, in every sense. 

aku ni bukan lah sopan santun lemah gemalai macam tiz zaqyah kakakku yang berlakon dalam NUR KASIH tu. sumpah. memang aku tak reti nak lembut lembut ni. tapi tu bukan alasan untuk tak boleh berubah kan? tahu. tapi. ya. ada tapi nya. tapi takde la aku nak kurang ajar tahap tapir. jangan risau, sesuai lagi buat bini niii. actually, aku rasa yang aku kena berubah bila aku feel that the way i behave can somehow affect people around me. yup. truth hurts. sumpah bukan niat aku sikit pun nak buat macam tu. bila masuk IPTI aku rasa skala ganas aku agak meningkat bila people around me semua lemah lembut. malu tahu? cik rumet pun sopan je. cik fatin pun slow je cakap nya. aku je yang errmm ermmm... kurang slow sikit cakap nya.

kadang kadang bila tgk org cakap dengan bahasakan diri dengan nama sendiri, aku cukup kagum. aku rasa orang mcm tu sgt lembut. sungguh tak tipu! aku cukup suka someone talks to others and bahasakan diri dia dengan nama dia sendiri. sangat comel. plus, aku tak boleh buat benda tu. T__T *sobs! 

bukan aku tak nak. masa masuk matrik, aku bahasakan aku hani dengan sorang je. cik mia. well, i did it. sampai now aku masih lagi using the same way. alhamdulillah. tapi bila aku nak try cakap mcm tu dengan orang lain, lidah aku mcm kaku. tak payah cakap dengan orang lain la. dengan gemok je. takdenya aku nak bahasakan aku ni hani. tekak rasa kering je. poor you gemok. 

haih. hanis hanini. you can do it! chaiyokk!!! aja aja!! 

-thanks to mr.google-

p/s : fatin, aku dh update. kau jangan terkejut kalau mlm ni aku come out dgn dua post! :) 

hari guru sedunia.

assalamualaikum wbt.

tengok tajuk di atas sana. hari guru sedunia. haha. sebenarnya aku baru tahu je pasal benda ni. apa punya bakal cikgu la aku ni kan?  selama ni aku ingat 16 mei je hari guru. well, aku pun agak terkejut. takpe la. again, SELAMAT HARI GURU SEDUNIA kepada sapa sapa aje yang bergelar guru.

dah lama tak update. sorry bloggie. sumpah busy. assignments. assignments. so hari ni ingat nak update pasal kehabisan dan kehausan air di blok B yang terchenta ni. memang kami semua sedia maklum tentang pam air yang dicuri tu. eh eh. hoi pencuri! kau dah takde benda lain ke nak curi hah? kau tahu tak air ni penting? tahu tak?

so yang tinggal hanya satu pam which is so not good sebab satu pam tak boleh nak pam air banyak. so kami takde air. takde air adalah satu nightmate. tahu? sebelum ni memang ada kura kura ura ura mengatakan akan takde air. tapi biasanya blok aku macam rilek rilek je lah sebab jarang takde air ni. tapi hari tu, hah, ambik kau! tengah mandi tiba tiba air takde. cuak kan? tahuuuuuu.

muukaddimah dah panjang. apa ni? okay. balik balik. malam tu masa aku tengah tekun hadap mr.lappy BUAT ASSIGNMENTS ( saja nak besar besar. rajin kan aku?) aku dengar bising bising kat luar. dengar budak laki duk sebut "AIR! AIR!" . aku cool je la. alah, budak laki. propaganda kan? tapi makin lama aku rasa makin tertarik pulak. tengok tingkap. haaa. tu dia! lori air bhai. aku dah excited gila. terus gi sediakan baldi and botol nak isi air. wuhuuuuu.

and at last ada la 5 6 7 8 botol kami isi dan dua baldi. cik roomate dh penat penat angkut air. aku bajet kalau air takde lagi esok nya memang aku menapak mandi kat public toilet larkin dah. sekali fikir, baru seekarang nak rasa berharganya air tu. kalau dulu, mandi dah macam berkubang. sekali tak sejuk beku tak keluar shower. and now bila nak melepaskan hajat yang satu tu pun rasa macam eh-kalau-aku-buang-now-tak-cukup-air-pulak, baru nak insaf. manusia kan? *tak terasa tak terasa*

alhamdulillah, esoknya tu ada la air tu. nak kata banyak kang nanti dituduh riak pulak. cukup la untuk buat aku mandi sambil nyanyi nyanyi. LALALALA. SABUN, DI BILIK MANDIIIIIII~~

p/s :

•  untuk post ni ada gambar sebenarnya tapi tak tahu lah kenapa tak boleh nk upload. maaf. nanti upload lagi.
• hidup masih dan makin sibuk sekarang. and still trying my best to make others happy. kawan, maaf kalau aku sakitkan hati kau dengan kesibukan aku yang terlampau ni.
• saya rindu awak gemok. :'(