a wish upon a star.

it's 30th December. not yet the day. but still, i'll be wishing you. 

i really hope you  like the present. i'm no good in choosing present. i'll improve. i wish you all the best papabear. may ALLAH always bless you. may ALLAH granted all your wish. may all of your dreams come true. may you will always be happy. good luck in every little thing you do. i'll pray you the best. you always have me. thanks for all the time you've spent with me. listening to those chitty chat, tears, gossips, everything sweetheart. everything. thanks. i may be not the best for you but i'll try y best to be the one for you. have faith in us. in me. as i always do in you. 

p/s : and if you're reading this, i'm singing incy wincy spider now. 

the end.

2011 is nearly to its end. this year : it's AWESOME! thanks for all the memories.

ma and ba, you're always the best. thanks ALLAH, for them. i can't ask for more.

papabear, it's awesome to know you. to have you. how can i ask  for more? you're the miracle. you're the magic. you're everything.

H6P5, you guys are always, the best.

TESL 1, i know, all of you will be the greatest teachers ever. 

may 2012 brings us more happiness than before. may ALLAH bless us all.

 source : mista gugel

p/s : all the best. i love you much.

home.

i'm home. finally. alhamdulillah.

KPOP

So today me, Sammani and Shashini along with their buddy, Tiffany went to a shop. A k-pop shop. I never thought that one day I'd go to that kind of place. Aku ni bukan lah minat sangat pun kepop ni. So I went there. Iyelah, dari bazirkan masa aku dengan tidur je baik aku bergerak sikit kan? It was 2 minutes journey and we went there by taxi.

Masuk je aku dah dengar lagu lagu kepop berkumandang. Well, I'm not kutuk those kepop because adat lah kan kat dunia ni banyak stream of music. I was laughing to myself when I was in the shop.  Iyelah, aku ni tengok movie korea boleh bilang dengan jari adik aku je. I'm not that into kepop. But Sammani and Shashini are. They bought 11 posters of Jang Geun Suk. alah, guy yang berlakon dalam cerita Baby and Me tu lah. He is comel anyway.

Me? I bought nothing. I was there just for fun. But adalah jugak aku usya Lee Minho punya poster. But sadly, no. It's okay. At least gemok wont be mad kan? Imagine how is he kalau aku balik dari sini bawak balik poster Lee Minho. Hah, mahu ada yang merajuk.

It's good to see all those stuff. As for I know, I wont be in that kind of place when I go back to Malaysia.

may our path will cross again :')

Max is leaving. well actually, she already left. we woke up early today. it's hard for me but it's time to say good bye to her. it's so sad to say good bye. she's so nice. she's like the flower for all of us. with that pretty smile of hers, she lighted our days. my days wont feel so perfect without her climbing the stairs up to our room and talking for hours and listening to her speaking Tagalog with her mum and she kept giving me new songs to listen to. I'm going to miss her. like a lot. :') it wont be the same without her. i know that.

but life goes on. i'll miss her and all the time we'd spent together. she taught me lots of things. things that i wont get if i'm not here. i have bunch of new friends. it's like family. i've been with her for a month but it seems like i've known her for ages! i'm gonna miss this place. even if i'm not that in love with it.

i wont say good bye. good bye is the end. this is not the end. we'll meet again. love you.

Randomly random.

assalamualaikum wbt.

Dah nak masuk 3 minggu dah aku duk kat bumi Vietnam ni. Mula mula tu macam rajin kan nak hapdet each day but then aku dah malas dah. Gene tu tetap ada walau di mana aku berada. *senyum sumbing* Okay, so tiga minggu kat sini, ajar aku BANYAK benda. Sangat banyak in fact.

Macam mana nak put into words? Kat sini, pukul 5.30 tu dah gelap dah. Kadang kadang rasa diri sendiri jakun bila keluar hostel pukul 6 dah macam pukul 8.35 kat Malaysia. Pastu mula rasa nak hilang identiti sebab confused. Then kat sini, English bukan second language which means, ramai orang tak tahu nak speaking. So that's a problem untuk kami kami di sini. Kot kalau aku boleh cakap Vietnam macam cakap dengan ma aku tak kisah. It's kinda hard. Then here, kami kena buat seminar on Career Orientation. Well, muka aku ni jadi faci la. Hiehhiehhieh. Tak tercapai dek akal kan? But hey, there's always first time for everything. The seminar thing? It's not a big deal for us.

Sebenarnya, nak cakap Vietnam ni not a nice country, aku rasa i'm not being fair pulak sebab for me, each country has its own attraction. So vietnam ni lawa. Penuh dengan culture. Honking sana sini sampai aku dah lali dengan situasi tu. Jalan yang busy gilanakmati. One thing aku respect these Vietnamese is, dorang sangat rajin bekerja. Yes they are. They would do almost everything to keep on living. I'm proud to be a Malaysian and of course, I'm super duper whooper proud to be a Muslim. Kalau dulu aku rasa macam nak gigit je kalau ada yang tengok aku semacam bila aku jalan. Ye lah kan, aku bertudung. So some eh no, most of the people akan usya semacam. Hey, kau ingat aku nak buat apa hah? But then aku realise, this is the time for me to show them what Islam really is. Especially bila ada some of them yang sangat teruja dengan tudung yang aku pakai. Ada yang suruh aku pakaikan la bagai. It made me proud. Sungguh tak tipu.

Homesick? HAHA! It's my middle name. tapi sejak beli number Vietnam ni selalu la jugak aku call ma and ba. And yes yes, gemuk too. But it's not the same. Frankly, aku dah sabar sabar nak balik sebenarnya. Aku dah tak sabar nak spend time kat rumah. Okay. Sebenarnya tadi, banyak gila yang ada dalam kepala otak aku ni. Tapi tiba tiba aku tak tahu nak tulis apa. So I end it up here. Nanti kalau aku ada something yang aku rasa nak tulis, aku tulis.

these are the view of the Hoan Kiem Lake. 

p/s : i miss u.